Thursday, December 25, 2008

Movie OF tHe Year ..

Walaupun laptop rosak, but i still managed to downloaded some of the latest movie in december..

- Twilight and The Day The Earth Stood Still -

TWILIGHT = Bosan + Slow + Hansome Edward Cullen + so little vampires action

not as demonic as Queen of The Damned

which is for me was the best vampire story ever..

I have no comment on ' The Day The Earth Stood Still '

tak tengok lagi.. :)

LaPToP RoSAk !

Dah hampir 3 minggu, satu-satunya laptop yang aku ada rosak..
Terbantut aktiviti harian..
Nak online susah, nak tgk movie pun tak boleh..
Ni kan pulak nak siapkankan projek tahun akhir yang bertimbun tak siap..
alasan semata-mata..hahaha
Siang hari, masa-masa aku dihabiskan kat makmal, so x terasa sangat la masa tu berlalu..
tapi kalo malam, terasa panjang je.
Maklumla, kalau ada laptop, adeje bende nak dibuat.
Jadi, malamku diisi dengan merayap kat bilik member-member lain, tengok tV,
buat psm sikit-sikit and baca majalah.
Sampai aku ulang majalah yang sama 2 - 3 kali..
Aku decide untuk beli satu novel yang tebal, biar sampai tak larat nak baca..
aku ni bukan kaki novel, so satu novel pun dah cukup untuk setahun..
Novel tu "The Memory Keeper's Daughter" by Kim Edwards..

Setakat ni baru dua bab je habis..
boleh tahan la ceritanye..
Hopefully, laptop yang dah 2 minggu masuk ICU tu siap this week..
before start new semester..
kalau tak, susah aku....
aDioS !!

Sunday, November 30, 2008

Absolute Boredom..

I'll be home on 5th december..
Can't wait..
I miss my family a lot.. ~luv~luv~luv~
Stuck here in UTM on holiday..
is not really my choice..
hmm... :(

Saturday, November 29, 2008

My Rambling Thought..

I feel like im climbing a mountain in a very long time but still cant reach the top.

Why is it so hard ? ~sign~

Its like, I'm a observer to my own life, really difficult to make changes and sometimes it seems
like there is no way for it...

~ depressed~

Friday, November 14, 2008

- baju pink yg duduk macam kat rumah sendiri tu anis sabri
- yang buat love x siap or ala2 x jadi tu hafizah yasin or kitorang panggil pijah and anis afifah
- then bj merah azie ngn shida yg kecik-kecik cili padi
-baju pink pulak alyaa amalina, then ira and rahimah..
-shahir plak yg mate mcm nk tido tu..
-minak berbaju kurung tu kak izah..kitorng panggil "kak" sebb die tua setahun..setahun jew???
-sorng lagi cili padi yg duduk sebelah aku tu Faridah..

missing in action:

-photographernye aini..yg berkorban untuk tidak kelihatan didalam pic nie...thnxs alot~~!!!!~~
-Ain yg kene masuk lab untuk final project dat day.. ~~we miss u~~
-kemana menghilangnye wawa ngn aisah ???..



Tuesday, November 4, 2008

StUdy WeeEk ..

Exam Schedule:

Seperation Chemistry - 10/11/08

Environment Chemistry - 11/11/08

Material Chemistry - 13/ 11/08

Comp. in chemistry - 19/11/08

News: No more Bush** !

WASHINGTON – Barack Obama swept to victory as the nation's first black president Tuesday night in an electoral college landslide that overcame racial barriers as old as America itself.
The son of a black father from Kenya and a white mother from Kansas, the Democratic senator from Illinois sealed his historic triumph by defeating Republican Sen. John McCain in a string of wins in hard-fought battleground states — Ohio, Florida, Virginia and Iowa.

Obama sought election as one of the youngest presidents, and one of the least experienced in national political affairs. Obama has said his first order of presidential business will be to tackle the economy. He has also pledged to withdraw most U.S. combat troops from Iraq within 16 months.

p/s: Bush or Obama...i dont care..i really dont like what Bush did to other country.. you know..all the war things.. but i wonder will obama make any different ???.. will he do all the things that he said ? ..just wait and see.... :P

Saturday, October 25, 2008

i'm NOT ObsEsSing...

I'm listening to rock most of the time, so i'm not easily interested in boyband stuff. But, i dont know why, somehow i love SUPER JUNIOR !!..especially kim hee chul. His attitude make my heart melts!! he is super hot, super cute, super hilarious, super funny, super freak and super annoying..


Mickey is a gift from my grandfather to adeella..

This is our fifth pets..
The first one was a rabbit and the second one was cats named 'Cici', 'Lala' and 'Strawberry'..
But, it was 5 years ago..
When me and aisha still in school..
but now we are away most of the time..
so, its deela's turn to have her own pet..
tak sabar rasenye nk belasah mickey..hihihi..
hopefully, mickey is still alive when i get back home on 'hari raya haji'..

Thursday, October 23, 2008

ThE StuPidiTy oF HuMan LiFe

Datukship to Shah Rukh Khan ???

What the h*** !! What was his contribution to the country until "they" decide to give him that title ??? All i know that, he only shot some film here. Did his action helps to increase the tourism economy of the country ?? maybe it helps to promote Malaysia to others but it just a coincidence. To be the primary factor that contribute to Malaysia economy, i would say totally NO!. Even standard six's students know that this is b***s***. Why dont they give Sean Connery and Catherine Zeta Jones the title too, they also hv done some filming here ??..Thousand of Malaysian have the right to that title, all "they" need to do is search for the right one.

No matter what "their" reason is, it still doesn't make any sense and this would give all Malaysian something to laughing at in a years to come.

Thursday, September 4, 2008

UnTiTle ...

Im a final year student, and now im going through the most difficult part of my life so far. With so many things to get done in a short time, well...Im in h*** !! 3 test in a week, thesis, presentation, and tons of assignments..huh..i feel like my brain is about to " KABOOOMMM" in no time..i know, what should i expect ?? im a student and students is actually must be prepared all the time in any situation..huhuhu.. but its easy to say than to get it done..right ??? ...jap-jap..ape aku merepek nie ??? hahaha..senang citer, aku tengah tension nie.. byk sgt bende nk kene buat sampai tak tahu nk buat yg mane dulu..BAD TIME MANAGEMENT !! that's all i can say..eventho i've been to some seminar and talks about it, but still i'm no good at it..its like dejavu..where same things keep happening over and over again..suppose to be im learning from my past..tapi ntah la, dari dulu sampai sekarang, macam tak ade perubahan jer..haha..that is one of my weaknesses. So, masa tu penting, hidup ni comfirm akan teratur kalo kita pandai manage masa..100% sure!! its not like im saying that my life is a mess..hehehe..ini dinamakan cabaran..cabaran dalam hidup yang menjadikan aku lagi kuat. hahaha..tapi kalo boleh elakkanla dari "cabaran" mcm nie..hehehe.. i stop here!..aku takut jap gi aku sampai tahap membebel...nie pun rase cm dah merapu..huhu

p/s: To my future "man", you must be someone who can manage time better than me. Supaya kite saling melengkapi antara satu same lain.. hahaha..


Thursday, August 28, 2008

Slow Dancing In The Burning Room

The song that i keep playin' ..again..again.and again.. for the past two weeks...
untill now...
and will be always..
by John Mayer " Slow Dancing In the Burning Room"

P/S: -no mood for loud, screamo, hard and rock music..SAKIT KEPALA !!!
- layan ' Jiwang'.. :)


It's not a silly little moment
It's not the storm before the calm
This is the deep and dyin breath of
this love we've been workin on
Can't seem to hold you like I want to
so I can feel you in my arms
Nobody's gonna come and save you
we pulled too many false alarms

We're goin down
and you can see it too
We're goin down
and you know that we're doomed
my dear we're slow dancing in a burnin room

I was the one you always dreamed of
you were the one i tried to draw
how dare you say it's nothin to me
baby, you're the only light I ever saw

I make the most of all the sadness
you'll be a bitch because you can
you try to hit me just to hurt me
so you leave me feelin dirty cuz you can't understand

We're goin down
and you can see it too
We're goin down
and you know that we're doomed
my dear we're slow dancing in a burnin room

Go cry about it why don't you
Go cry about it why don't you
Go cry about it why don't you
my dear, we're slow dancin in a burnin room
burnin room, burnin room

don't you think we oughta know by now
don't you think we shoulda learned somehow
don't you think we oughta know by now
don't you think we shoulda learned somehow
don't you think we oughta know by now
don't you think we shoulda learned somehow
don't you think we shoulda learned somehow
don't you think we shoulda learned somehow
don't you think we shoulda learned somehow
don't you think we shoulda learned somehow

Monday, August 25, 2008

Hoorayyyyy ..

Emo: Happy...Happy..Happy !!!
I just finished doing my proposal for final year project...
Congrates to me..hehe..
Its a big achievement for me since im a not so hardworking type of person..

:) :p :0 :p :)

Saturday, August 23, 2008


Karma is the concept of "action" or "deed" in Indian religions understood as that which causes the entire cycle of cause and effect originating in ancient India and treated in Hindu, Jain,Sikhand Buddhist philosophies.[wikipedia]

to believe or not to believe in karma ??
i have no idea..
but theoretically and naturally, when we do something bad, we will be punish for what we did..sooner or later..

what makes me think about it ??
haha..recently ' Im turning into ARENA THE EVILSPAWN '..
so, what evilspawn do ??? make NO PEACE, do WARs !!!

hehe..but im not that bad..
i just hurt someone feelings..not on purpose (i guess)..
if based on KARMA rule, i will be punish later on..
huhu..Ya ALLAH, please avoid me from such things..

To the person i hurt:-

from the bottom of my heart..
im sorry, ALWAYS..

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Im LisTeNIng to...

'Ruri No Ame'


'Senor Senora Senorita'

Sunday, August 10, 2008

wOmaN 's EqUatiON..

Before separation class start td, aku melepak dekat area bilik lecturer...then tetibe mateku tertarik dgn board seorg lecturer nie..nak salin ape yg ade kat board malas i took some pics..


In my opinion, bukan sume perempuan mcm tue..

tapi, lain org lain pendapat...

to all girls out there (including me), renung - renungkanlah..

mcm mane ' equation ' nie boleh terbit kalo x de bukti ???

Pic nie plak describe yg 'woman is complicated'..

Pic yg ke-3 nie memang terbukti BENAR !!

no doubt about that..

maybe ade yg x mcm nie..

but i bet the population is minority..

Saturday, August 9, 2008

BaRbiE dAy ..

Today me and my little sis went shopping..Target kitorang nak cari BARBIE doll..(the cheapest one..hehe) mencari - cari dengan rakusnye..
Finally she found it..
the price was only RM 15.00..
can you believe it ???
Fuhh !! duit aku...

Sunday, August 3, 2008

InSoMniA SuCks !!!

3. 00 am..
i hate this..

for the past 2 weeks i got no sweet dream, no good nite sleep..

including nOW !!

so, i search on web for some simple tips to help me get to sleep..

below are some of it:-

mandi malam x elok lagipun x berani..hehe

listen to music x bg efek cuz i will sing along..

milk??? herb tea?? not my stuff..

bedtime snack?? only McD works for me, tp kalo McD tiap2 mlm..bankrup!!

Counting sheep, never done it b4..

i miss my ' bantal bucuk' at home..tetinggal..usually i rub it b4 sleep..

hehehe x snonoh tol ...
so, what should i do ?????

now im blogging and watch movie JUST FRIENDS online..

hoping mate nie jadi berat dan tetutup..

TV Series Collection

Last friday baru je order Grey's Anatomy season 4..

Saje nak buat collection..

Plus it is one of my fave show..

so, i guess x rugi spend some money on it..


eee..x sbrnyer nak tgk season 4..

with many new casts and conflicts..

Dr Burke dah x de, then george kene repeat internship,

and dgn kehadirn meredith nye adik tiri..

but..i will be missing watak Derek's EX-WIFE...

my FavE of all !!

but congrates to her cause dapat jadi leading lady in Private Practice..

papepun...DVD tue arrive this tuesday..

CaN't WaiT !!!

yang ade dalam genggaman :-

CHARMED - season 1 until season 5

GREY'S ANATOMY - season 1 until season 4

Saturday, August 2, 2008

Am I Bad ??

i have tons of friend , and i like to make friends with everybody (altho im not very friendly)..doesn't matter where he or she came from , what their relegious are, skinny or fat , beautiful or not , white people - black people , asean or european..i just dont care...but non of them that i can call my best - true friends..seeing others sharing their interest, jokes, problems and anything makes me wonder are they best friends????..i shared mine too with my does it make them my best buddy?? or does it make me their best budd??? ..why people who we call BEST FRIENDS is so important to us (not still confused..) ??..i asked some of my friends about their thoug..their answer were so damn boring...they said best friends are people where you can lean on to...rely on when no one else does ..well im totally agree with that but does family means nothing to them ????..why dont they rely on their family..???..i thoug that maybe for some reason..FAMILY CANNOT BE TRUSTED !!..they just dont understand us in some in dis hard time, best friends r needed most...another fact that i agree..but (there always a BUT) in my case... i hv a friends that always so dependable on me ..she keep asking for help ...from her biggest prob to the smallest..its all on become so hard for me when shes first i didnt notice that how shes being some kind of burden for me..until something friends told me that im not me when shes around...loitered and wasting time ...thingkin' about her probs..tried to solve it (which i eventually did)..they saw some changes in me..(its hard to describe by words..)...for sometimes, i just ignored what they said, but then i started to realise that shes just too much..i couldnt take it could i be besides her 24 hour a day and 7 days a week..listening to her telling me all her probs , leaving my own prob behinds..??????? so stupid....when i think back all the time i spend with regret...having her as my BEST friends..for quite sometimes i believe in miracles ..hoping that she would leave me.. alone....continuing her life without me..(she did !! so happy..) time goes by..we're become matured..slowly she been disconnected with me..i heard nothing from her..not a single word...hmmmm...sometimes i hated her..but sometimes ....argh !!....difficult to expressed my feeling tho..shes sad ..i knew that..because im the only friend that she trusted ..just imagine when ur only friend that u rely on saying that she / he doesn't want to be ur best budd anymore without any reason???????. what do you feel ?? ..... must be feels like killing her/him with ur barehand huh?..huhuhuhu..i bet she feels that way too...but i cant help it...i hv life to live for..i think that its better for both of us to be i bad for runnig away just like that from her??? i bad to hurt her feeling ????? i bad as a friends ???????? i deserve to be others best friends based on wht ive done?????????...

Friday, August 1, 2008

Why Man Utd ????

The very first time i start to actually like manchester united was when i was in form 2.. My english teacher asked me and others to do some scrap book about famous people (if im not mistaken)..i got no idea, some of my friends wrote about prime minister, musician, actor and politician but no one really interested in sportsman. So i took the opportunity immediately!

Due to the limited of resource (no internet! 'and i hv no idea what friendster was' ), i could only searched things in the newspaper. the first thing that i saw was david beckham's pic. Goooooood looking, hansome, sexy, whatelse??????? word to describe him " PERFECT". I'm so in love with him. Then i decided to wrote about him for my english assignment.

My work turned out to be one of the best in class. Haha..really worth it !! so my teachers put the scrap book in the library for a while. Few weeks later, i went there to get it, but sadly....the book was gone !!..poor me... :(

From that moment, i started to buy any magazines that has beckham's pic in it. Slowly i started to love football and man utd..thanks to david beckham..hehehe..

Many years has gone...beckham no longer with man utd but im still man utd DIE HARD FAN !!
Man utd still standing strong eventho without beckham and beckham continue to be the greatest player ever even with other football club. I LOVE BOTH BECKHAM AND MAN UTD !!

Q: Why Man Utd ???
A: Because of David Beckham!

DAMN HOT !!!!!!!!!!

Monday, July 28, 2008


Practical: Natural Wellness Industries Sdn. Bhd.

Friday, June 13, 2008


I got so many things in mind but im not able to write it here..
hard to explain it.. weird but true..its like when you want to speak, you couldnt because your mouth wont open.. or when you fallen for someone but you cant tell him or her your feeling because he or she is your siblings lover !!..

hElp !!

its been a long time since my last post because recently i've been busy with work and i got no idea ...but now im waiting for the idea to come .. :p

P/S: maybe not so many peeps read my blog, but somehow i like how things work in here.

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

First Day of Practical

Main Entrance of the company (Natural Wellness Industries) - 8.30 am (5/5/08) -

Main office: When i first saw the office, i can only think about ahmad nisfu office in MADU TIGA..huhu

Working on halal certificate..

Friday, April 25, 2008

Prodigy or Tragedy ?

John Tassinari was a child prodigy awarded a student Nobel Peace Prize and hailed by state educators as a “model” scholar.

Online, the muscle-bound accused wife killer is a firearm fanatic who posts pictures on his MySpace page of naked women tied up and asks, “Who doesn’t love a 12 gauge?”

The alter ego bled through yesterday after Tassinari, 29, allegedly confessed to murdering his beautiful wife Barbara, also 29, by shooting her 12 times outside their Abington home in a fit of jealousy.

more on

Child prodigy Brandenn Bremmer, then 11 years old, receives music instruction from Janet Landreth, music professor at Colorado State University on Jan. 18, 2002.

A musical prodigy who completed high school at age 10 apparently killed himself at 14.

Brandenn E. Bremmer, who taught himself how to read at 18 months and began playing the piano at 3, was found dead at his home in southwest Nebraska with a gunshot wound to the head.

more on CBS

Sufiah Yusof was just 13 years old when she was admitted to the prestigious university to study mathematics.

But 10 years on, Miss Yusof now earns £130 an hour working as a prostitute from her flat in Salford, Manchester.
more on
p/s: are they being too genius ???? we will never know..

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Result: Barcelona Vs Manchester United match ended with a draw..

Right now at 2.26 am, im watching football match between Manchester United vs Barcelona.

the video streaming here, is good and you dont have to go to mamak stall to watch it live!!..(for those who dont hv astro..esp students )

Just with 2.0 mbps broadband, it will work smo0thly.

2.49 am: man utd got a penalty kick but ronaldo miss it!!! it happen when ball touch barca's player hand

3.35 am: half time. still 0-0. barcelona got a better chances after man utd miss the penalty but man utd defended it strong.

3.50 am: second half started. Man utd a bit numb today and not at their very best performance

4.30 am: the match ended up with a draw..dissapointed but man u had better chances when they meet again at old trafford for secong leg game..


Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Baru kejap tadi, dalam pukul 11.oo pagi aku habis jawab paper Principle of Marketing. Ni paper ketiga lepas paper BI and Coordination Chemistry. Bagi aku, walaupun objektif ada gak la soalan yang menyebabkan aku menggunakan alternatif kedua...TEMBAK (guna M-16 tau)!!..hehe..harap-harap kene la sasarannye..

Then, sekarang ni just tinggal 2 paper lagi. Analytical Chem II and Chem Industrial Process pada 28 and 30 haribulan 4. lepatue...yay!!! cuti!! aku ada masa 5 hari untuk prepare myself before practical start.So, im a bit worry. I will undergo my internship program at Natural Welness Industries Sdn Bhd, Cheras Selangor.

Natural Wellness Industries Sdn Bhd is Malaysia’s fastest growing nutraceutical and cosmeceutical company.They produce a comprehensive range of natural products made from the finest organic and best quality extracted medicinal ingredients. Their production facility is ISO 9000, MS 1500 and MS 1900. certified.

Can't wait for that day but at the same time, i feel nervous and scare. Just like the feeling i;ve got when i talked in front a bunch of people. i got nervous, shackky and my face will turn white everytime i need to perform a presentation in front of classes.No matter how hard i try to be calmed, it still wont stop!.. i was frustrated sometimes.but i guess, its a nature. just a normal things happen to a normal people like me.

aku berharap sangat pada hari pertama aku practical nanti, semuanya berjalan dengan lancar. Boleh la aku bagi first impression yang baik kat dorang.

p/s: wish me luck k!!