Thursday, August 28, 2008

Slow Dancing In The Burning Room

The song that i keep playin' ..again..again.and again.. for the past two weeks...
untill now...
and will be always..
by John Mayer " Slow Dancing In the Burning Room"

P/S: -no mood for loud, screamo, hard and rock music..SAKIT KEPALA !!!
- layan ' Jiwang'.. :)


It's not a silly little moment
It's not the storm before the calm
This is the deep and dyin breath of
this love we've been workin on
Can't seem to hold you like I want to
so I can feel you in my arms
Nobody's gonna come and save you
we pulled too many false alarms

We're goin down
and you can see it too
We're goin down
and you know that we're doomed
my dear we're slow dancing in a burnin room

I was the one you always dreamed of
you were the one i tried to draw
how dare you say it's nothin to me
baby, you're the only light I ever saw

I make the most of all the sadness
you'll be a bitch because you can
you try to hit me just to hurt me
so you leave me feelin dirty cuz you can't understand

We're goin down
and you can see it too
We're goin down
and you know that we're doomed
my dear we're slow dancing in a burnin room

Go cry about it why don't you
Go cry about it why don't you
Go cry about it why don't you
my dear, we're slow dancin in a burnin room
burnin room, burnin room

don't you think we oughta know by now
don't you think we shoulda learned somehow
don't you think we oughta know by now
don't you think we shoulda learned somehow
don't you think we oughta know by now
don't you think we shoulda learned somehow
don't you think we shoulda learned somehow
don't you think we shoulda learned somehow
don't you think we shoulda learned somehow
don't you think we shoulda learned somehow

Monday, August 25, 2008

Hoorayyyyy ..

Emo: Happy...Happy..Happy !!!
I just finished doing my proposal for final year project...
Congrates to me..hehe..
Its a big achievement for me since im a not so hardworking type of person..

:) :p :0 :p :)

Saturday, August 23, 2008


Karma is the concept of "action" or "deed" in Indian religions understood as that which causes the entire cycle of cause and effect originating in ancient India and treated in Hindu, Jain,Sikhand Buddhist philosophies.[wikipedia]

to believe or not to believe in karma ??
i have no idea..
but theoretically and naturally, when we do something bad, we will be punish for what we did..sooner or later..

what makes me think about it ??
haha..recently ' Im turning into ARENA THE EVILSPAWN '..
so, what evilspawn do ??? make NO PEACE, do WARs !!!

hehe..but im not that bad..
i just hurt someone feelings..not on purpose (i guess)..
if based on KARMA rule, i will be punish later on..
huhu..Ya ALLAH, please avoid me from such things..

To the person i hurt:-

from the bottom of my heart..
im sorry, ALWAYS..

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Im LisTeNIng to...

'Ruri No Ame'


'Senor Senora Senorita'

Sunday, August 10, 2008

wOmaN 's EqUatiON..

Before separation class start td, aku melepak dekat area bilik lecturer...then tetibe mateku tertarik dgn board seorg lecturer nie..nak salin ape yg ade kat board malas i took some pics..


In my opinion, bukan sume perempuan mcm tue..

tapi, lain org lain pendapat...

to all girls out there (including me), renung - renungkanlah..

mcm mane ' equation ' nie boleh terbit kalo x de bukti ???

Pic nie plak describe yg 'woman is complicated'..

Pic yg ke-3 nie memang terbukti BENAR !!

no doubt about that..

maybe ade yg x mcm nie..

but i bet the population is minority..

Saturday, August 9, 2008

BaRbiE dAy ..

Today me and my little sis went shopping..Target kitorang nak cari BARBIE doll..(the cheapest one..hehe) mencari - cari dengan rakusnye..
Finally she found it..
the price was only RM 15.00..
can you believe it ???
Fuhh !! duit aku...

Sunday, August 3, 2008

InSoMniA SuCks !!!

3. 00 am..
i hate this..

for the past 2 weeks i got no sweet dream, no good nite sleep..

including nOW !!

so, i search on web for some simple tips to help me get to sleep..

below are some of it:-

mandi malam x elok lagipun x berani..hehe

listen to music x bg efek cuz i will sing along..

milk??? herb tea?? not my stuff..

bedtime snack?? only McD works for me, tp kalo McD tiap2 mlm..bankrup!!

Counting sheep, never done it b4..

i miss my ' bantal bucuk' at home..tetinggal..usually i rub it b4 sleep..

hehehe x snonoh tol ...
so, what should i do ?????

now im blogging and watch movie JUST FRIENDS online..

hoping mate nie jadi berat dan tetutup..

TV Series Collection

Last friday baru je order Grey's Anatomy season 4..

Saje nak buat collection..

Plus it is one of my fave show..

so, i guess x rugi spend some money on it..


eee..x sbrnyer nak tgk season 4..

with many new casts and conflicts..

Dr Burke dah x de, then george kene repeat internship,

and dgn kehadirn meredith nye adik tiri..

but..i will be missing watak Derek's EX-WIFE...

my FavE of all !!

but congrates to her cause dapat jadi leading lady in Private Practice..

papepun...DVD tue arrive this tuesday..

CaN't WaiT !!!

yang ade dalam genggaman :-

CHARMED - season 1 until season 5

GREY'S ANATOMY - season 1 until season 4

Saturday, August 2, 2008

Am I Bad ??

i have tons of friend , and i like to make friends with everybody (altho im not very friendly)..doesn't matter where he or she came from , what their relegious are, skinny or fat , beautiful or not , white people - black people , asean or european..i just dont care...but non of them that i can call my best - true friends..seeing others sharing their interest, jokes, problems and anything makes me wonder are they best friends????..i shared mine too with my does it make them my best buddy?? or does it make me their best budd??? ..why people who we call BEST FRIENDS is so important to us (not still confused..) ??..i asked some of my friends about their thoug..their answer were so damn boring...they said best friends are people where you can lean on to...rely on when no one else does ..well im totally agree with that but does family means nothing to them ????..why dont they rely on their family..???..i thoug that maybe for some reason..FAMILY CANNOT BE TRUSTED !!..they just dont understand us in some in dis hard time, best friends r needed most...another fact that i agree..but (there always a BUT) in my case... i hv a friends that always so dependable on me ..she keep asking for help ...from her biggest prob to the smallest..its all on become so hard for me when shes first i didnt notice that how shes being some kind of burden for me..until something friends told me that im not me when shes around...loitered and wasting time ...thingkin' about her probs..tried to solve it (which i eventually did)..they saw some changes in me..(its hard to describe by words..)...for sometimes, i just ignored what they said, but then i started to realise that shes just too much..i couldnt take it could i be besides her 24 hour a day and 7 days a week..listening to her telling me all her probs , leaving my own prob behinds..??????? so stupid....when i think back all the time i spend with regret...having her as my BEST friends..for quite sometimes i believe in miracles ..hoping that she would leave me.. alone....continuing her life without me..(she did !! so happy..) time goes by..we're become matured..slowly she been disconnected with me..i heard nothing from her..not a single word...hmmmm...sometimes i hated her..but sometimes ....argh !!....difficult to expressed my feeling tho..shes sad ..i knew that..because im the only friend that she trusted ..just imagine when ur only friend that u rely on saying that she / he doesn't want to be ur best budd anymore without any reason???????. what do you feel ?? ..... must be feels like killing her/him with ur barehand huh?..huhuhuhu..i bet she feels that way too...but i cant help it...i hv life to live for..i think that its better for both of us to be i bad for runnig away just like that from her??? i bad to hurt her feeling ????? i bad as a friends ???????? i deserve to be others best friends based on wht ive done?????????...

Friday, August 1, 2008

Why Man Utd ????

The very first time i start to actually like manchester united was when i was in form 2.. My english teacher asked me and others to do some scrap book about famous people (if im not mistaken)..i got no idea, some of my friends wrote about prime minister, musician, actor and politician but no one really interested in sportsman. So i took the opportunity immediately!

Due to the limited of resource (no internet! 'and i hv no idea what friendster was' ), i could only searched things in the newspaper. the first thing that i saw was david beckham's pic. Goooooood looking, hansome, sexy, whatelse??????? word to describe him " PERFECT". I'm so in love with him. Then i decided to wrote about him for my english assignment.

My work turned out to be one of the best in class. Haha..really worth it !! so my teachers put the scrap book in the library for a while. Few weeks later, i went there to get it, but sadly....the book was gone !!..poor me... :(

From that moment, i started to buy any magazines that has beckham's pic in it. Slowly i started to love football and man utd..thanks to david beckham..hehehe..

Many years has gone...beckham no longer with man utd but im still man utd DIE HARD FAN !!
Man utd still standing strong eventho without beckham and beckham continue to be the greatest player ever even with other football club. I LOVE BOTH BECKHAM AND MAN UTD !!

Q: Why Man Utd ???
A: Because of David Beckham!

DAMN HOT !!!!!!!!!!