Slow Dancing In The Burning Room

The song that i keep playin' ..again..again.and again.. for the past two weeks...
untill now...
and will be always..
by John Mayer " Slow Dancing In the Burning Room"

P/S: -no mood for loud, screamo, hard and rock music..SAKIT KEPALA !!!
- layan ' Jiwang'.. :)

SLOW DANCING IN THE BURNING ROOM

It's not a silly little moment
It's not the storm before the calm
This is the deep and dyin breath of
this love we've been workin on
Can't seem to hold you like I want to
so I can feel you in my arms
Nobody's gonna come and save you
we pulled too many false alarms

We're goin down
and you can see it too
We're goin down
and you know that we're doomed
my dear we're slow dancing in a burnin room

I was the one you always dreamed of
you were the one i tried to draw
how dare you say it's nothin to me
baby, you're the only light I ever saw

I make the most of all the sadness
you'll be a bitch because you can
you try to hit me just to hurt me
so you leave me feelin dirty cuz you can't understand

We're goin down
and you can see it too
We're goin down
and you know that we're doomed
my dear we're slow dancing in a burnin room

Go cry about it why don't you
Go cry about it why don't you
Go cry about it why don't you
my dear, we're slow dancin in a burnin room
burnin room, burnin room

don't you think we oughta know by now
don't you think we shoulda learned somehow
don't you think we oughta know by now
don't you think we shoulda learned somehow
don't you think we oughta know by now
don't you think we shoulda learned somehow
don't you think we shoulda learned somehow
don't you think we shoulda learned somehow
don't you think we shoulda learned somehow
don't you think we shoulda learned somehow

Hoorayyyyy ..

Emo: Happy...Happy..Happy !!!
I just finished doing my proposal for final year project...
Congrates to me..hehe..
Its a big achievement for me since im a not so hardworking type of person..

:) :p :0 :p :)

KaRMa

Karma is the concept of "action" or "deed" in Indian religions understood as that which causes the entire cycle of cause and effect originating in ancient India and treated in Hindu, Jain,Sikhand Buddhist philosophies.[wikipedia]

to believe or not to believe in karma ??
i have no idea..
but theoretically and naturally, when we do something bad, we will be punish for what we did..sooner or later..

what makes me think about it ??
haha..recently ' Im turning into ARENA THE EVILSPAWN '..
so, what evilspawn do ??? make NO PEACE, do WARs !!!




hehe..but im not that bad..
i just hurt someone feelings..not on purpose (i guess)..
if based on KARMA rule, i will be punish later on..
huhu..Ya ALLAH, please avoid me from such things..

To the person i hurt:-

from the bottom of my heart..
really..
im sorry, ALWAYS..

Im LisTeNIng to...

ALICE NINE

'Ruri No Ame'

MIYAVI

'Senor Senora Senorita'

wOmaN 's EqUatiON..

Before separation class start td, aku melepak dekat area bilik lecturer...then tetibe mateku tertarik dgn board seorg lecturer nie..nak salin ape yg ade kat board tue..hmm..cm malas je..so i took some pics..

IS IT TRUE ???

In my opinion, bukan sume perempuan mcm tue..

tapi, lain org lain pendapat...

to all girls out there (including me), renung - renungkanlah..

mcm mane ' equation ' nie boleh terbit kalo x de bukti ???

Pic nie plak describe yg 'woman is complicated'..

Pic yg ke-3 nie memang terbukti BENAR !!

no doubt about that..

maybe ade yg x mcm nie..

but i bet the population is minority..

BaRbiE dAy ..

Today me and my little sis went shopping..Target kitorang nak cari BARBIE doll..(the cheapest one..hehe) mencari - cari dengan rakusnye..
Finally she found it..

the price was only RM 15.00..

can you believe it ???

Fuhh !!..save duit aku...

InSoMniA SuCks !!!

3. 00 am..

i hate this..

for the past 2 weeks i got no sweet dream, no good nite sleep..

including nOW !!

so, i search on web for some simple tips to help me get to sleep..

below are some of it:-

Take a Warm Bath

Listen to Music
Drink Warm Milk

Drink Herb Tea

Eat a Bedtime Snack

Counting Sheep

Stomach Rub

hmm...

mandi malam x elok lagipun x berani..hehe

listen to music x bg efek cuz i will sing along..

milk??? herb tea?? not my stuff..

bedtime snack?? only McD works for me, tp kalo McD tiap2 mlm..bankrup!!

Counting sheep, never done it b4..

i miss my ' bantal bucuk' at home..tetinggal..usually i rub it b4 sleep..

hehehe x snonoh tol ...

so, what should i do ?????

now im blogging and watch movie JUST FRIENDS online..

hoping mate nie jadi berat dan tetutup..

TV Series Collection

Last friday baru je order Grey's Anatomy season 4..

Saje nak buat collection..

Plus it is one of my fave show..

so, i guess x rugi spend some money on it..

hehehe..

eee..x sbrnyer nak tgk season 4..

with many new casts and conflicts..

Dr Burke dah x de, then george kene repeat internship,

and dgn kehadirn meredith nye adik tiri..

but..i will be missing watak Derek's EX-WIFE...

my FavE of all !!

but congrates to her cause dapat jadi leading lady in Private Practice..

papepun...DVD tue arrive this tuesday..

CaN't WaiT !!!

yang ade dalam genggaman :-

CHARMED - season 1 until season 5

GREY'S ANATOMY - season 1 until season 4

Am I Bad ??

i have tons of friend , and i like to make friends with everybody (altho im not very friendly)..doesn't matter where he or she came from , what their relegious are, skinny or fat , beautiful or not , white people - black people , asean or european..i just dont care...but non of them that i can call my best - true friends..seeing others sharing their interest, jokes, problems and anything makes me wonder are they best friends????..i shared mine too with my friends..so does it make them my best buddy?? or does it make me their best budd??? ..why people who we call BEST FRIENDS is so important to us (not me..im still confused..) ??..i asked some of my friends about their thoug..their answer were so damn boring...they said best friends are people where you can lean on to...rely on when no one else does ..well im totally agree with that but does family means nothing to them ????..why dont they rely on their family..???..i thoug that maybe for some reason..FAMILY CANNOT BE TRUSTED !!..they just dont understand us in some situation...so in dis hard time, best friends r needed most...another fact that i agree..but (there always a BUT) in my case... i hv a friends that always so dependable on me ..she keep asking for help ...from her biggest prob to the smallest..its all on me..life become so hard for me when shes around..at first i didnt notice that how shes being some kind of burden for me..until something happen..my friends told me that im not me when shes around...loitered and wasting time ...thingkin' about her probs..tried to solve it (which i eventually did)..they saw some changes in me..(its hard to describe by words..)...for sometimes, i just ignored what they said, but then i started to realise that shes just too much..i couldnt take it anymore..how could i be besides her 24 hour a day and 7 days a week..listening to her telling me all her probs , leaving my own prob behinds..???????...im so stupid....when i think back all the time i spend with her...im regret...having her as my BEST friends..for quite sometimes i believe in miracles ..hoping that she would leave me.. alone....continuing her life without me..(she did !!...im so happy..)...as time goes by..we're become matured..slowly she been disconnected with me..i heard nothing from her..not a single word...hmmmm...sometimes i hated her..but sometimes ....argh !!....difficult to expressed my feeling tho..shes sad ..i knew that..because im the only friend that she trusted ..just imagine when ur only friend that u rely on saying that she / he doesn't want to be ur best budd anymore without any reason???????. what do you feel ?? ..... must be feels like killing her/him with ur barehand huh?..huhuhuhu..i bet she feels that way too...but i cant help it...i hv life to live for..i think that its better for both of us to be apart.....am i bad for runnig away just like that from her???..am i bad to hurt her feeling ?????....am i bad as a friends ????????...am i deserve to be others best friends based on wht ive done?????????...

Why Man Utd ????

The very first time i start to actually like manchester united was when i was in form 2.. My english teacher asked me and others to do some scrap book about famous people (if im not mistaken)..i got no idea, some of my friends wrote about prime minister, musician, actor and politician but no one really interested in sportsman. So i took the opportunity immediately!



Due to the limited of resource (no internet! 'and i hv no idea what friendster was' ), i could only searched things in the newspaper. the first thing that i saw was david beckham's pic. Goooooood looking, hansome, sexy, whatelse???????..one word to describe him " PERFECT". I'm so in love with him. Then i decided to wrote about him for my english assignment.

My work turned out to be one of the best in class. Haha..really worth it !! so my teachers put the scrap book in the library for a while. Few weeks later, i went there to get it, but sadly....the book was gone !!..poor me... :(

From that moment, i started to buy any magazines that has beckham's pic in it. Slowly i started to love football and man utd..thanks to david beckham..hehehe..


Many years has gone...beckham no longer with man utd but im still man utd DIE HARD FAN !!
Man utd still standing strong eventho without beckham and beckham continue to be the greatest player ever even with other football club. I LOVE BOTH BECKHAM AND MAN UTD !!

Q: Why Man Utd ???
A: Because of David Beckham!

DAMN HOT !!!!!!!!!!

SWEET MEMORY .....

Practical: Natural Wellness Industries Sdn. Bhd.

RUBBISH ???

AKU BUNTU !!
I got so many things in mind but im not able to write it here..
hard to explain it.. weird but true..its like when you want to speak, you couldnt because your mouth wont open.. or when you fallen for someone but you cant tell him or her your feeling because he or she is your siblings lover !!..

hElp !!

btw,
its been a long time since my last post because recently i've been busy with work and i got no idea ...but now im waiting for the idea to come .. :p

P/S: maybe not so many peeps read my blog, but somehow i like how things work in here.
I LOVE BLOGGER !!

First Day of Practical

Main Entrance of the company (Natural Wellness Industries) - 8.30 am (5/5/08) -

Main office: When i first saw the office, i can only think about ahmad nisfu office in MADU TIGA..huhu

Working on halal certificate..

Prodigy or Tragedy ?

John Tassinari was a child prodigy awarded a student Nobel Peace Prize and hailed by state educators as a “model” scholar.

Online, the muscle-bound accused wife killer is a firearm fanatic who posts pictures on his MySpace page of naked women tied up and asks, “Who doesn’t love a 12 gauge?”

The alter ego bled through yesterday after Tassinari, 29, allegedly confessed to murdering his beautiful wife Barbara, also 29, by shooting her 12 times outside their Abington home in a fit of jealousy.

more on BostonHerald.com

Child prodigy Brandenn Bremmer, then 11 years old, receives music instruction from Janet Landreth, music professor at Colorado State University on Jan. 18, 2002.

A musical prodigy who completed high school at age 10 apparently killed himself at 14.

Brandenn E. Bremmer, who taught himself how to read at 18 months and began playing the piano at 3, was found dead at his home in southwest Nebraska with a gunshot wound to the head.

more on CBS news.com

Sufiah Yusof was just 13 years old when she was admitted to the prestigious university to study mathematics.

But 10 years on, Miss Yusof now earns £130 an hour working as a prostitute from her flat in Salford, Manchester.

more on telegraph.co.uk

p/s: are they being too genius ???? we will never know..

Result: Barcelona Vs Manchester United match ended with a draw..

Right now at 2.26 am, im watching football match between Manchester United vs Barcelona.

the video streaming here, http://www.ustream.tv/channel/freelivefootball is good and you dont have to go to mamak stall to watch it live!!..(for those who dont hv astro..esp students )

Just with 2.0 mbps broadband, it will work smo0thly.

2.49 am: man utd got a penalty kick but ronaldo miss it!!! it happen when ball touch barca's player hand

3.35 am: half time. still 0-0. barcelona got a better chances after man utd miss the penalty but man utd defended it strong.

3.50 am: second half started. Man utd a bit numb today and not at their very best performance

4.30 am: the match ended up with a draw..dissapointed but man u had better chances when they meet again at old trafford for secong leg game..




GO MAN U..GO MAN U!!!

Baru kejap tadi, dalam pukul 11.oo pagi aku habis jawab paper Principle of Marketing. Ni paper ketiga lepas paper BI and Coordination Chemistry. Bagi aku, walaupun objektif ada gak la soalan yang menyebabkan aku menggunakan alternatif kedua...TEMBAK (guna M-16 tau)!!..hehe..harap-harap kene la sasarannye..



Then, sekarang ni just tinggal 2 paper lagi. Analytical Chem II and Chem Industrial Process pada 28 and 30 haribulan 4. lepatue...yay!!! cuti!! aku ada masa 5 hari untuk prepare myself before practical start.So, im a bit worry. I will undergo my internship program at Natural Welness Industries Sdn Bhd, Cheras Selangor.





Natural Wellness Industries Sdn Bhd is Malaysia’s fastest growing nutraceutical and cosmeceutical company.They produce a comprehensive range of natural products made from the finest organic and best quality extracted medicinal ingredients. Their production facility is ISO 9000, MS 1500 and MS 1900. certified.


Can't wait for that day but at the same time, i feel nervous and scare. Just like the feeling i;ve got when i talked in front a bunch of people. i got nervous, shackky and my face will turn white everytime i need to perform a presentation in front of classes.No matter how hard i try to be calmed, it still wont stop!.. i was frustrated sometimes.but i guess, its a nature. just a normal things happen to a normal people like me.


aku berharap sangat pada hari pertama aku practical nanti, semuanya berjalan dengan lancar. Boleh la aku bagi first impression yang baik kat dorang.

p/s: wish me luck k!!

Barcelona - Manchester United

Man Utd or Bracelona ?

Cristiano Ronaldo or Messi?

hopefully man utd menang. dah lama dorang tak masuk final C.L. kalo la dorang masuk final nanti , they can win double this season, both C.L and EPL. seronoknya!

i think, this season is the most succesful season for them. just like 1999 season where they did triple! they won EPL, C.L and F.A cup...

GO MAN U ..GO MAN U !!!!

Champions League: Riise own-goal gives Chelsea 1-1 draw at Liverpool

LIVERPOOL, England — John Arne Riise scored an injury-time own-goal Tuesday to give Chelsea a 1-1 draw at Liverpool in the first leg of the Champions League semifinals. Riise's diving header inadvertently went into his own net off Salomon Kalou's left-wing cross in the fifth minute of added time. The goal equalized Dirk Kuyt's first-half finish and makes Chelsea the favourite to advance to the final on May 21 in Moscow.


"At the end, you must be really disappointed," Liverpool manager Rafa Benitez said. "One minute in the first half, four minutes in the second half.
"Everyone was really disappointed. In these situations the only think you can do is try to be positive and try to think about the next game and be ready."
It is the third time in four seasons that the teams have met in the Champions League semifinals, but the first that Chelsea has avoided a 1-0 loss at Anfield.


"I think we deserved definitely to get the draw at the end," Chelsea midfielder Frank Lampard said. "They had chances, we had chances. It was a battle and we carried on to the end."
The previous meetings in 2005 and 2007 came as the second match of a two-leg series and sent Liverpool through. Liverpool now has to play at Stamford Bridge next week knowing it has to at least score if it is to make it through.


Liverpool had looked more likely to advance for most of Tuesday's match, although the first half was dominated by the kind of attrition-like, physical play that has been prominent in the majority of the previous 18 meetings between the teams over the past four years.
Fans of both sides were increasingly frustrated by passes constantly going to the opponents or even out of play.


And Austrian referee Konrad Plautz, who in this season's round of 16 angered AC Milan fans by whistling for a foul on Kaka with Philippo Inzaghi in possession and through on goal against Celtic, riled both sets of supporters for his inconsistency in calling fouls.
Kuyt misplayed a pass over the defence with his chest in the 13th, when a better touch would have left him with a simple shot on goal, and Fernando Torres prodded a shot wide four minutes later.


At the other end, Joe Cole just failed to connect with a volley from Frank Lampard's lofted pass and Didier Drogba had a call for a penalty turned down when Jamie Carragher challenged him in the area. But it was Liverpool that forced the clearest chance in the 31st.
Steven Gerrard passed through the defence on the edge of the area and Torres, who has scored 30 goals in his debut season for Liverpool, took one touch and hit a low shot on goal, which was saved by goalkeeper Petr Cech.


The dominance of power over finesse continued when Martin Skrtel sent a defensive clearance out of the stadium as the teams persisted with hopeful long passes.
Kuyt almost set up a chance when he got around left back Ashley Cole and crossed toward Torres, but Ricardo Carvalho got to the ball first.


The Netherlands international had better luck moments later.
Kuyt collected a quick free kick down the right from Xabi Alonso and, although his low cross was headed away, he won back possession on the edge of the area. Alonso back-heeled the ball to Mascherano, whose mis-hit spun over Claude Makelele. The midfielder missed an attempted header and it dropped to Kuyt, who scored past Cech from inside the box.


Kuyt had not scored for Liverpool in the Premier League since November but has now scored in three straight rounds of the Champions League - against Inter Milan, Arsenal and Chelsea.
Buoyed by the breakthrough, Liverpool dominated the opening exchanges of the second half, with Torres and Ryan Babel tormenting the visiting defence - the latter just shooting wide with a fierce half-volley in the 59th.


Liverpool fullback Fabio Aurelio was carried off in the 61st with what appeared to be a groin injury and was replaced by Riise, while Chelsea coach Avram Grant risked the ire of his team's fans two minutes later when he withdrew the popular Joe Cole for Salomon Kalou.
Grant's decision to replace the midfielder against Tottenham in the Premier League this season was blamed for the team's failure to hold onto a winning position, but the forward almost pulled his team level this time in the 67th with a shot that was deflected wide.


With Liverpool pressing for what could be a crucial second goal and Chelsea trying for an equalizer, more space was being left late on and Torres almost set up Gerrard in the 83rd, but Cech smothered the ball. Chelsea brought on Nicolas Anelka for Michael Ballack, giving it three strikers but Liverpool continued to look the most likely to score and Gerrard hit a shot that was heading into the top corner until Cech got his hand to it and pushed it just over the bar.


"We had the better chances and we know we must play another 90 minutes," Benitez said. "The team today was working really hard, especially creating chances, and we must do the same away."

Adikku Belajar Membaca

she's learning..

this was my first time in video editing, about 5 month ago..

video- A walk to remember -part 1-

this is my most viewed vids on youtube..about 7 thousand peeps hv seen it..

this is not the whole movie...its like the summary of the movie with only scene that i thout important..enjoy it !

i only done part 1 and 2..due to internet connection probs, i cudnt upload the other parts..

Sultan Ismail Mosque Universiti Teknologi Malaysia - 6.45 pm -

sunset view in UTM - 7.00pm -

On 10 april, we had our industrial chemical process test at Ibnu Sina Institute. The institute is exspecially for science students who get excellent result for every semester. Ibnu Sina Institute provide special facilities for them and they are train to be good in research in order to produce great scientist. Last year, if im not mistaken, UTM sent some students from ISI to Harvard for some educational activities. hm...im wish it was me..but..nevermind ..

Rite before entering examination hall..SMILE !!!!..then, after the exam finished, we went out and guess what?? we went to the most boring place ever, we have been there thousand times and yet we r going there again bcos its only took us 5 minute to arrived by taxi,it is the nearest shopping complex to UTM ...its...JUSCO !!..

enjoying our meals..

its a tough week with lots of assignment and test, so KFC is like ..a box full of golds !.. as a reward to our success..hehe..

Marah..sedih..geram..huh..! macam-macam feeling ade.Bile la MARA nak masukkan duit untuk bulan ni. aku dah 'kering' sangat. bulan 5 ni ade practical, before that kene bayar yuran untuk daftar subjek. Segan nak mintak kat parents. dengar cite MARA nak postpone duit bulan 4 ke bulan 5. huh..habisla aku kalo cam ni. Ni jer aku ade untuk survive. bukan nak mintak simpati..just nak inform mane-mane pegawai MARA bace blog nie..cepat-cepat la bank in kan duit tu ye..kesian kitorang kat UTM nie..hmm..

Ayat - Ayat Cinta (The Movie)

Its Meaningful..

true love..

sacrifice..

and

islamic..

BEST FILM EVER ! worth watching..

Synopsis

Ayat Ayat Cinta is a beautifully portrayed Islamic love story – a tale of a virtuous Muslim protagonist who overcomes all obstacles of life maintaining pure ideals. Fahri bin Abdillah is a poor, intelligent student who wins a scholarship to complete his graduate degree at Egypt's esteemed Al Azhar University. Very disciplined and dedicated by nature, Fahri embraces his life in Cairo, completing his studies and translation of religious books with full enthusiasm, exactly according to pre-determined targets. Only one goal is left unattempted: the pursuit of marriage.
For Fahri is innocent and pure, and doesn't believe in the concept of relationships prior to marriage. He is inarticulate and shy around women. All his life, only two women have been close to him – his mother and grandmother.

Life changes drastically in Egypt for he suddenly finds himself surrounded by four beautiful, distinctly different women. Maria Girgis, a shy, open-minded Coptic-Christian neighbor who is attracted to the teachings of the Holy Al Quran, finds herself falling in love with Fahri (a fact she only reveals to her diary). Nurul, a student at Al Azhar like Fahri, is the Muslim daughter of a renowned Indonesian cleric. Fahri feels unworthy of her and thus ignores his feelings for her, leaving her confused and guessing. Noura, an abused Egyptian neighbor, develops strong romantic feelings for Fahri, who in turn simply sympathizes with her situation. His romantic rejection destroys her and eventually leads to a false accusation of rape.

Aisha, a German Turkish student in Cairo haunts Fahri with her beautiful eyes. Following an incident on the metro where Fahri defends her against narrow minded bigoted Muslims, both immediately develop feelings for each other. As the story unravels, the protagonist makes the audience face the daunting decisions he himself faces, and forces us to marvel at his undying loyalty to the true ideals of Islam as he ultimately makes the choice of a lifetime.

Based on best selling novel by Habiburrahman El Shirazy

Starring:

Carissa Putri

Rianti Cartwright

Fedi Nuril

FITNA ( ANTI-ISLAM FILM )

Fitna is 2008 short film by Geert Wilders. This film uses Quranic verses with a backdrop of images from terrorist attacks, which has angered Muslims. The movie shows a selection of Suras from the Qur'an, interspersed with newspaper clippings and media clips. Wilders has said the 15-minute film will show how verses from the Qur'an are being used today to incite modern Muslims to behave violently and anti-democratically based on those verses. The movie starts with a warning to the viewer that the movie contains "very shocking images". The opening contains a cartoon from the Danish cartoonist showing the Islamic Prophet Muhammad with a bomb on his head. Next to it, a timer starts counting down from 15 minutes. Its clearly shocked muslim around the world just by knowing the opening of the movie. i'm sure the other content of the movie is worst.

Reaction

Some of the reaction after the released of the film..

In February 2008, Pakistan internally banned YouTube for several days due to a video clip one report claimed to be a trailer for Fitna.
Public protest occured in Kabul, Afghanistan.
Syria's Grand Mufti, Ahmad Badr al-Din, said that if Geert Wilders pictures the image of a burning Qur'an in his film, the Dutch people will be held responsible and possible attacks against Western public interests are not out of the question.
Indonesian president has banned Wilders from entering the country, and has prohibited the film from being broadcast.

Dr M: United Muslim boycott is the way to ‘punish’ Holland

Muslims can only effectively take action against the Dutch for releasing a film that puts Islam in a bad light if they unite and boycott Dutch products, said former prime minister Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad. Dr Mahathir, who is Perkim president, said Muslims were “very annoyed” with the film as it depicted Islam as being violent, adding that “we are very weak and cannot take any action against them”.On possible reaction by the Muslim community, he said if the 1.3 billion Muslims in the world united and boycotted products from Holland, the country’s economy would collapse. Meanwhile, Foreign Minister Datuk Seri Dr Rais Yatim said Malaysia strongly condemns the irresponsible act of airing online the “Fitna” film. He said the film, that portrays Islam as a religion advocating extremism and violence, is not only misleading and erroneous but also a blatant disregard and utter disrespect for Islam and the sensitiveness of the Muslim world.

My Opinion

Islam is a fair, true, and good religion. Islam never teach to murder other people than muslim. Islam only tell its folower to be good. Other religion also the same. its only how people interprate and deal with it . they tend to believe what they want to believe but they never really want to find out the truth. Action must be taken immediately and people who involved in this issue must be punish.

link to the vid on you tube:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bCrCsTMokTU

It was a gloomy day in UTM, not so many people came to visit ' pesta konvo ' . this was the fourth day and its kept raining in the evening. its not the best condition to make a good bussiness and i was around from 2.00 pm until 11.00 pm. lots of sellers were just sitting around, nothing much to do cause usually customers will come at night.most students got classes and other people were at work, so nothing much going on at the carnival. altho there were so many activity were planed but some of it has to be canceled due to the bad wheather. huh..i was stucked twice in one of the stall when rains started to pour.

when nite arrived, its like a big party with lights all around the place. i didn't managed to captured the closer look of the carnival due to some technical problem but i did tried to take the best pic. this pic was taken around 2.00 am on my way back to hostel.

i want to be a kid again !!

when we were kids, we didnt had much things to take care of. no need to pay for a food, no need to think about laundrys, no need to be friendly to other (cause when kids being cruel people will say " they just a kid" and that's it !), we can go to kingdergarden, do stuff that simple and common to kid such as drawing and coloring then go back home and sleep without having a nightmare that we're gonna be failing in a exam. those days were amazing where no one hates us (maybe), and we dont have to feel the same to other. its easy to say that back to that time, there are no word like RESPONSIBILITIES keep poping in our head. but in present, we have to be reponsible to so many things especially when we are human being that called ADULT ! . decision must be made on our own and its a very tough responsibility because there will be consiquences happen based on the decision whether it is good or bad. i dont like making decision, but i will be happy if my decision turns out to be great, but when it doesn't, i can feel that some people will be blaiming me about what happen. and that kinda suck!!!. recently, i made a terrible mistake in my group project. well i think it is not an unusual things to do because people make mistake but one thing that i really regret that i did it at a wrong time. we suppose to hand it to our lecturer next week but untill now the report cannot be written because we dont have the result yet. by the look at the face of my other group member, i can tell that they are still mad at me for what i've done. i dont know how i want to apologize to them, i did tried but nothings change. this is the worst mistake i've done so far and i dont want anything like it to happen ever again in my life. its so stressfull to be in this situation.

chemistry project

recently, i've been busy doing my science project which carry half of my final mark (amali jer..). it is about the determination of calcium and iron in four different milk sample (high calcium, low calcium, UHT milk, and fresh milk) using two instrument to analyze the sample (flame atomic absorption spectrometer and ultraviolet visible spectrometer). seriously, with my full class schedule plus my cocuriculum activities, i've got no time to relax !!!...im not good at time management so, sometime i m late to classes because im overslept, ...hahaha..hope this project will be successfull,getting the best possible result and then i can be proud of myselve with what i've done.

Above is the photo of the milk sample being used, on the left is the sample preparation, and on the right is the method used to digest the milk by heating with additional of acid nitric concentrated.

someday, i really like to post the final result of my project here.

hahaha..